
OMG its really the first experience for me to get this impact of pain that felt soooo hurt at all over my body~~.. the tense of having every 5 minutes contraction does get me closer to the creator Allah swt. My mouth keep on saying ‘Laila haillahllah muhammadurasullullah’ and recite ‘Lailahaila anta subhanaka inni kuntu minazzalimin’. At that time it was 4am that I felt the contraction and keep on going until 11am, My hubby rush me to the KPMC at Kajang which it was 15 minutes from BTHO (bandar tun hussein onn).
Once reached the hospital, the senior Nurse (age about 60yrs old) done the ‘must do’ thing that was to check whether my cervix has open to 9 or 10cm however it was already 3cm. They checked that I got high blood pressure which it was 220/110 and I could say that was very high. The doctor whom it was Dr.Jamil had given me the induce to faster the process of labor.
The thrill was that the doctor said that by 7pm if the cervix wouldn’t open for the baby to be pushed… they have to get me ready for c-section. Fuh… it was not long enough until I waited for it to get wide open after my father in law given me the great portion (air selusuh – a water that have been recited doa that related with labor) that used for the easiness in giving birth.
At about 5pm, I’ve started to felt the great pain of giving birth… it felt that I want to poo but with a veryy large stool, yeah that’s how I felt and I said to the nurse that I realllyy want to let it goooo… quicklly~~~ arghhhhhh Masyaallah I was a 30 minutes fight with the pressure and the doctor had to used vacuum to suck the baby out… maybe I was to weak to push it out and the doctor had to use it in order to ease me and the baby as well.

Voila~~~ at 5.45pm 12 October 2011 a handsome 2.8kg baby boy was out for the adventure of Allah’s creation – to see the ‘WORLD’. We named it as MU’AWIYAH RAYYAN NIESHAEM which mean click the link here.

After he was out from the womb, all the pain that I stated before had gone for good only tears of joyful had runs all over my face. Alhamdulillah, Allah did lend it to us a very healthy and handsome boy for us to lead the life together. I thanked both of my parents in law and my parents to have helped me and husband of being a new parents. The parenting knowledge keeps going day by day as Ryan keep on changing its features, size and character.

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12 Oct
It was over 10 years that I & ex-schoolmates didn’t gathered and chit chatting about guys since 1994-1998 during my schooldays… ahakz… yeah its true, we all ni dulu gatal2.. huhu if there were a coolest guy that passing by during sports tournament, scouts camp, school activities(arts-mural) or whenever we going back to school, we will always talks about them.
Erm… Well that time goes by and most of my friends got married happily with their cutest children. I’m still not in their list but some sort of waiting list to go to the next life. Most of them got a bit chubby, yeah its goes the same way as I am. Trying to shed some pounds that covering my sexy body .. chewah!
Well the the event on that night was running smooth however there’s were several hitches and hiccups on the dinner served. The theme of that night was Blue Diamond represent our SSP emblem that are blue in color. 1st august 2009, took place at SMKSP aka SSP (Sek. Sri Perhentian) Pontian and had started at 9pm whereby supposedly to start at 8pm.
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26 Aug
I did felt that I’m getting the MIRACLE from ALLAH. I really thanks to Allah that I managed to get away from the major accidents with only minor cuts and bruises. The incident was took place at Pekan Nenas, Johor whereby I’m heading to Johor Bahru and the 5-Tonne Lorry was at my opposite lane. The lorry eventually got into my lane to get across to one house that is at the back of one’s malay workshop handling on motorcycles and bicycles. The man that work at the workshop have had helped me and took my things out from the total wrecked PERODUA RUSA!.
Actually if I looked closely to my radio it has shifted to upper deck and that were my left foot remains hurt and bruises all over. I thought of suing the driver or the company of the lorry, because if I managed to get my total loss claim it would estimate to only 5000 or less. Its ridiculous!!.. I’ll only get 5000 and lost my Van forever!.. A week ago, I just installed an additional aircond for RM1050 in order to have cooler air inside as for the purpose of bringing my cousins, colleagues or students if we were to go to picnics, trip or etc. But this is what I can call Qada’ & Qadar.. We can’t change that have been written in Quran or Hadis but we should put some effort to it and focus more while you are driving!…
Have a look at my Van that already been to its worst condition
28 Jun
Gambar-gambar Puan Jijah yang sempat aku snap…dan paksa berloving-loving dgn hubby tercinta :

Malu2.. jijah malu~~ chewah nyanyi lak (What a nice couple)

Mak aku pun join gak gambar ni .. heheh.

Kak Jijah yang berseri2

Mak bertemu Mak.. ahakz
10 May