The previous of post of mine do resembles the continuous sadness that had happened to me n beloved husband several days ago. MISCARRIAGE… its really a scary word .. however it did happened to me and in fact the pain that each of every woman experiences the miscarriage were really HURTS!!!… It just like your backbone and lower parts of your body are tearing apart ” just like the movie “ALIEN” one of the captain body was cut in half.

Argh… that feeling .. really hurt and painful, can’t bear to have it again. Alhamdulillah, Allah The Greatest had helped me through the way and easily all the blood clots (nearly 500gm) were bursting out to the floor with all the tons of blood soaking to my b/w baju kurung that I had wore on Monday.

Hafila, Ayu, Nora, Pruz, Nad, and other colleagues had advice me and Fila sent me to the nearest hospital that was at the HOSPITAL SULTANAH AMINAH (HSA) JOHOR BAHRU. At first, I’m really afraid to go to the public hospital after what I’d heard from others on their bad service and unfriendly doctors and nurses. Luckily, when its my turn I didn’t felt that they are ignoring me nor rude at me however their service were very professional and treat me as first class patient …. sometimes I felt that at KPJ is much more lower service than HSA.

Alright… where was I? Yeah … than they (doctors… most of them are practical students from Monash University – one of the best medical university available in Malaysia…yup and they supported HSAJB.. could you just believed it?) had done ULTRASOUND scan and done a thorough survey report based on the tons of questions he asked me while im in PAINNNN~~~ sangat sakit okkk .. mcm nak beranak pun ada .. sakit senggugut tersakit didunia.. the most painful menstrual period pain I’ve ever had!!! gosh…. dont want again!!! Then I did said to the doctor that i’m in pain.. and he quickly ask the nurse to provide me with painkiller jab…. ahhh what a relief~~~

Afterwards the most critical part is that the chinese doctor inserted some device into my tut~~ and dig something into it and even add some anti-bacterial liquid into my womb.. what da~~~ I nearly shouted at him.. but my patience was above all.. I really jadi an innocent girl laa at that time.. ahakz… Well after that they realize that there still bits of clots of blood cant be removed in the womb and needed D&C tomorrow. I were asked to fast at 4pm in order for them to get me ready for the ‘deadliest D&C’ …. its something like bottle brush being stuff into my tut~~ and rolling around inside.. OMG… I wont be doing that (I said to myself… Allah please help me .. I dont want the D&C.. i rather have COMPLETE ABORTION than INCOMPLETE ABORTION)…

Sample of videos on D&C (Dont PLAY it if you are afraid of blood and operation of body parts)

I can’t sleep later that night just imagine what is going to be happened to me tomorrow~~~ jeng2 the next day….

There were at least 5-6 doctors(mixed Chinese and Indians) accompanied by senior doctor that is Dr. Faizal (most coolest dr. i’ve known.. very the bald and shiny) ahakz.. still young tho… well the best part is that the Dr. Faizal asked me how’s my condition this morning and all those doctors looking at me anxiously … I said to him ” Im fine, all the clots of blood seem to have gone and my pad have only blood stain…” then the doctor asked the incharged doctors to put me into the treatment room for another ULTRASOUND scan to find out whether my status of INCOMPLETE ABORTION going to be changed to COMPLETE ABORTION… Well guess what .. my prayers had went to Allah … and I DONT HAVE TO DO DNC, only an appointment with the Dr. Faizal on this 4th august 2010 at hospital pontian will actually provide with the latest result of my womb condition.

I’m really grateful to Allah and with his blessing, I would be the most luckiest Khalifah in the world… Now I still need some rest and do some pantang(do’s and don’ts) during this miscarriage period. The MC only give me 7 days of rest and I would have it as fullest resting day of my life. Do’a for me ok.

I have been asked by some on whether submitting to paid review web directories are really worth it. My answer would be, “It depends, really.”

However, I have seen directories whose owners claim to have good traffic, good listings, good this and good that, bla bla bla….and yet they have a big fat PR0 for all their talk.

Now, I will never suggest that you evaluate a directory based on Google PR alone. However their boasting just doesn’t match the reality of their.

So it is important that you ditch these kind of directories and evaluate a directory based on all possible factors…not just Google PR, not just traffic, but both and much more.

Tips to Stop Biting Your Fingernails

Nail biting is a bad habit that not only makes your fingers ugly but makes you unhealthy. While biting nails you are permit the entry of bacteria and germs to your mouth. Most of the people do this when they get tensed or bored. This results in bleeding around the nails, split nails, pain and infections. It is a difficult task to get rid of this habit but with strong determination you can quit this habit. I’ve tried to not biting the nails but can last only couple of days then I tend to rip each of those nails per sliver or more. hehe But then again try to read on the article that I managed to get on biting nails.

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It’s surely brings me to Raya mood to listen to the song below by Siti Nurhaliza. 16 days have past and nearly 2 weeks to go until we celebrate the Hari Raya Aidilfitri. However, avoid wasting money and try to save more because we only eat once a day during Ramadhan and try to eat healthy food, avoid excessive sugar intake during Raya festival.

Well, SALAM RAMADHAN from me.

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Attribute to Yasmin Ahmad…..

Listen how the actress in the ad described her late husband? funny at first but get crying at the end… nice tVC by Yasmin Ahmad .. I wonder will there be someone that could replace OUR BELOVED Yasmin Ahmad?

*beautiful imperfections….now my favorite phrase to describe me and my future husband. what a touching ad! wink3x

I did felt that I’m getting the MIRACLE from ALLAH. I really thanks to Allah that I managed to get away from the major accidents with only minor cuts and bruises. The incident was took place at Pekan Nenas, Johor whereby I’m heading to Johor Bahru and the 5-Tonne Lorry was at my opposite lane. The lorry eventually got into my lane to get across to one house that is at the back of one’s malay workshop handling on motorcycles and bicycles. The man that work at the workshop have had helped me and took my things out from the total wrecked PERODUA RUSA!.

Actually if I looked closely to my radio it has shifted to upper deck and that were my left foot remains hurt and bruises all over. I thought of suing the driver or the company of the lorry, because if I managed to get my total loss claim it would estimate to only 5000 or less. Its ridiculous!!.. I’ll only get 5000 and lost my Van forever!.. A week ago, I just installed an additional aircond for RM1050 in order to have cooler air inside as for the purpose of bringing my cousins, colleagues or students if we were to go to picnics, trip or etc. But this is what I can call Qada’ & Qadar.. We can’t change that have been written in Quran or Hadis but we should put some effort to it and focus more while you are driving!…

Have a look at my Van that already been to its worst condition